swords men

By JillHigdon

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in Thailand there were two very big rival gangs, one the naritams, they were precise, quiet and deadly the ot... More

born into it
got to be kidding me!
showing promise
need to know pain
is he even human?
wouldn't let it define me
need to get better!
better then I thought
finding a friend to help
placed him in his place
dreaded 10th year
finally meet
staying above water
seeing his..... skill
bad father's
punished
years went on
what is wrong with me?
quit the idea
quite the surprise
waiting
going over some things
he's too good
a bit of self discovery
back to things
ah crap!
forced to deal with it
keeping the other awake
that happened
self punishment
can't believe that happened!!
can see the effects
lost in misery until
discovering things for myself
what the hell!
confusing
don't know why but will happen
what is wrong with you!
cant figure myself out
he was.....serious!?
can not believe this!!
wake up alone with so much pain
healing and have to be kidding me!
not again!!
same to have happened
world of misery
have to be kidding me!
teaching moment
lost and confused
focusing on training until
God damnit!!!
making it up
fuck!!!! ooow!!
lost in confusion
being bad
can't believe this!
learned something
making sure he understands
my mental break down
highly confused
protection that leads to seriousness
in my head
keeping close
thinking of a way
so talkative
why!!!!
saw a different side
giving in
interesting day
all my fault
take away my pain
made a decision
pained healing until
son of a......
just leave me alone!
sensuality
what is going on?
understandings
actually speaking
it'll be a trick
trying to get through to him
letting our bodies do the talking
laying down the law
trying to figure it out
going strong
weighing on my mind
trying to get to know him more
figuring out things
knowing a bit more about the other
figured one thing but need to figure out the other
Fuck no!!
your acting like a kid
this is not over!!
punishment
having an actual conversation
gentleness
we are ying and yang
finally a compromise
attentiveness pays off
getting down to seriousness
knock it off!!
feeling conflicted
my thoughts placate me
this is a change
the bad with the good
using what I can to calm him down
making sure he stays with me
seeing the pull I have
closer to 17
softness that meant a lot
this was a punishment?
what the fuck was that!
going back to some what normal
think hurting myself for wanting more
confused by my actions
don't like this attitude
what always happens
making him understand
keeping myself hidden
being a good boy
confusion leads to confliction
quite the tournament
oh hell fucking no!
really is the end
grown up a bit
I'm not suicidal!!
no! don't do this!
having a hard conversation
there's still a craving
what's going to happen next?
like nothing happened
learning something new
being very vulnerable

won't let love ever break me

74 9 16
By JillHigdon

To the bed, tharn and type were sitting criss cross to the middle to have there mouths to the other to the giving the other sweet kisses for something type had said was weighing on his mind.
Tharn then signed to move his head back to give type a hard look to then peer his eyes down, type moved his head back a bit to dart his eyes about a bit confused.
"Tharn?"
Tharn darted his eyes to turn his head slightly to organize his thoughts.
Type looked him over to take in a deep breathe to then eye down to then move forward to place his hands to his pants to start to undo has he saw how hard he was for tharn to quickly place his hands to his wrists to stop this action to snap his head to the side to look to him for type to really eye him over to be very confused.
"Tharn?" He asked again.
Tharn took in a deep breathe to continue to hold his wrists.
"I..... Need to make you understand something."
Type tilted his head to the side to move his head closer.
"What would that be?"
Tharn narrowed his eyes to then move his one hand up to place to his head to grip his hair to move him closer, for type to move his hands to that action to hold to wince.
"What the!"
"You are mine."
Type rolled his eyes.
"Uh huh...... Now let my head go."
Type gasp an intake of air has tharn held his head tighter in his grasp.
"Mm...... Say it."
Type breathed heavier to dart his eyes over him to furrow his brow.
"Why are you like this? You can't own me! Now we are here for one thing, now let my head go so we can.......ooow! Damnit!"
Tharn grasp his hair tighter to pull his head closer to his face.
"Are you wanting that other to own you?"
"Ugh! I don't want anyone to own me! I own myself! Now stop being so fucking possessive!"
"I have to be this way when you live with that fucker! Doesn't help I've seen you two in the same bed together! Doesn't help I know you have feelings for him, so I need you to say it for us to continue and I can...... Explain myself a bit to you."
Type flexed his jaw to then try to pry tharns hand off his head to struggle.
"I don't need to tell you anything! You can either talk about yourself or not, thought we were here for........"
Tharn then abruptly shoved type to the bed to place his hands to his wrists to place his hands to either side of his head to hover over him to really eye.
"Do you want to know the answer to that question you asked earlier?"
Type looked over tharn confused.
"What?"
Tharn took in a very deep breathe to move his head down a bit to then start to grind on type for him to peer his eyes down to look over this to widen his eyes a bit, tharn then closed his eyes to kiss at his forehead, for type to move his head up for tharn to then place his mouth to kiss softly to keep grinding sensually, for tharn to move his mouth off to go to his ear.
"Tell me type."
Type whimpered and groaned a bit to lay his has down to sign.
"I just want to have sex."
Tharn moved his head back to look over him.
"You do? Thought you hated it."
Type made a face to roll his eyes.
"Not for awhile. Now tharn, stop these antics."
"So you don't want to know the answer to what you asked."
Type signed and hard.
"I'm not going to say it tharn. Right now we are what we are, even though you and I both know something bad is going to happen. So please just......"
"Is it because I'll never love you? That you're like this? Why you hide beneath this shirt? Why you won't show me?"
Types heart started to pound  to start to breathe heavily.
"Tharn..... Please stop."
Tharn signed to move up to eye down at type.
"I'll never feel or tell you I love you. I've seen what love does to people, that will never ever happen to me. This thing called love will never break me. I'm also telling you type, never ever fall for me. Do you understand?"
Type gulped to then move his hands to take tharn off for them to turn there heads to eye the other.
"I know more about what love can do to a person, how it can...... Break them, but I........ I'm not like you, I still believe in it. I don't see a point then for this to continue. Tharn...... Just stay away from me."
Type then turned to try to get off the bed, for tharn to act and fast to place his body about his to place a hand to his neck to place his arm about his body to hold him close to him to be to his ear.
"Even after what I said to you type, does not mean a damn thing, I own you! And you own me! You are mine, I'm yours, and I'm telling you if I ever see you with another..... I'll fucking kill them!"
Type then gasped to move his head back a bit to scratch at his arms to close his eyes to moan, tharn moved his hand down to place is inside his pants, inside his boxers, to start to play with his dick.
Tharn had his bottom lip to types ear lobe to drag it about to breathe heavily.
"Love......will never touch us......so it'll never break us......"
Tharn then moved his head back to eye the back of types neck to part his lips to take in a deep breathe, he then tilted his head to the side for type to hear his jaw click to then move and quick to pounce to push him down to hover over him to shake his head.
"No!"
Tharn rolled his eyes.
"Fine...... No for now."
Tharn then placed his hands to his back to then bring him down to crush his mouth to his for them to kiss and hard to grind with the other to moan for them to then start to take off there clothes to go into a very hot, hard and sensual round.

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