Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

[EDITING] After Zayn left One Direction everyone lost the track of contact with him except Niall. It hurts him the most that Harry never called or texted him. But suddenly Liam and Louis arrive to Bradford to visite him. Why they come? Where is Harry? What will happen next? Check the story "Can We Start It All Over Again? " for more. A/N - This was my very first story and it is filled with mistakes. I am really sorry for all of them. Please try to ignore. A/N - Finally editing this book. Hope to get it done soon. Original strat - 26/06/2018 Original end - 16/03/2019 Editing Start - 24/04/2022

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

"Boys will be boys and there is nothing you can do about it" Zayn Malik has always been a player and has never been in a real relationship before. He has many one night stands that of course mean nothing to him and although it hurts the girls, he couldn't care less. But when Genevieve Clark comes along, will things change? or will he forever remain the same? Things become more complicated when Zayn finds out that fellow band member, Louis Tomlinson also has a thing or two for Genevieve. Will it become a rowdy competition or will they let fate choose? What happens when Genevieve get's caught in a love triangle? Will Zayn and Louis let one girl come between their friendship? Will Genevieve find out her true feelings or will her feelings mess everything up? ~ Find out in “Be Mine” This book contains swearing and sexual content! Read at own risk*** book 1 out of 2 © LiveLaughLove110 2014

Hi, My name is Harry, Harry Styles from One Direction. I have hundreds of girls falling at my feet and yet i am still depressed. I am Gay and I have hidden it for the past 2 years. I have also had problems with eating.... All because of the one i love... Louis Tomlinson ♡ --------------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING: There are references to self harm and Eating disorders in this story. If you feel uncomfortable about these themes please talk to someone! You can message me and i would be happy to help! Other than that. ENJOY MY STORY XOXOX --------------------------------------------------------------- Copyright © All Rights Reserved This is my story, I have written it and thought of the ideas up for myself. Please do not steal or claim any part of this piece. Thank you.

Sometimes our lives change when we least expect them to. We meet our best friends in when we're unprepared to make friends. Our lives change so drastically we're not sure If we want to look back! I for one know exactly how that feels. Because my far from great life became great in a matter of months. Now I, Niall Horan, have the family and friends I never thought I could have. Because of one horribly wonderful place. London's Teen Rehabilitation Center is where my life began ~*~ Niall is just a 17 year old kid who's life has been far from great. Suffering from mental issues due to his absent abusive parents, post traumatic stress disorder, depression, emotional trauma, and so much more Niall has turned into a bitter, sad, angry teen who needs help desperately but doesn't realize it himself. Forced into a "teen rehabilitation center" Niall slowly starts to pick up the shattered pieces of his life and put them back together but not without a few bumps in the road. Scratch that. A LOT of bumps »Trigger Warning« •talk of rape, child abuse, self harm,suicide• Este libro está disponible en español en @Horan3044 cuenta !!! Can't get enough of my books? Follow me on Instagram & Twitter for bonus chapters and unpublished scenes from my books @NiallsJournalWatty &NiallsJournall

What's this story about? ╰┈➤ [Zayn centered + ZOUIS ship] Zayn Malik was a mess. Everyone thought he was psycho, crazy, insane. His parents decided they couldn't take it anymore, sending him off to a mental ward, no further questions asked. Among other struggling souls, including an empathetic counselor and three patients grappling with their own battles. But whilst he was in the ward, he discovered something. The ward wasn't what it seemed, it was corrupted and dangerous. He knew he needed to get out. And to make matters worse, he did the stupidest thing any mentally ill person can do. He fell in love. Character roles? ╰┈➤ Liam Payne is a dedicated worker and counselor at the facility, striving to make a difference while carrying unseen burdens of his own. Harry Styles battles anorexia, struggles in his search for control. Louis Tomlinson is haunted by self-harm and suicidal ideations, masking his pain behind his familiar defiance. Niall Horan lives with psychological fantasia and anxiety, often caught between reality and the vivid stories his mind weaves. At the heart of it all is Zayn Malik, whose antisocial personality disorder and substance use disorder paint him as distant, dangerous and unpredictable. TWS? ╰┈➤ themes of self-harm, suicidal ideation, eating disorders, substance use, psychological trauma, heavy language, violence, and sensitive mental health depictions. Moments of comfort, friendship, and romance will be present, but the story will not shy away from the darker aspects of their struggles. ╰┈➤ Last but definately not least, rest in peace, Liam Payne. 🕊️

Harry and Louis have been in a happy relationship for the past 2 years. Harry goes to New York for the 2017 VMA's and Louis comes along. Secrets are revealed, hearts are broken, and a ghost from Harry past all comes to light while in New York. Will the happy couple make it through troubled times? Read on to find out. Shout out to @LarryintheLou for doing my cover for me!!! **This is a mini fic. There will be a total of 11 chapters (10 plus an epilogue), which will update every Saturday. * Mature Content * Explicit Scenes Started: September 1, 2018 Finished: copyright © 2018 Michele_Styles-Malik

Louis is living a life some can only dream of. He has a wonderful family, he is CEO of a successful Company and he is drowning in money. It's not always been like this- on the contrary. He's been through a horrible youth and almost didn't make it, but with the help of his loved ones he manages quite well. Until one day. As he searches for new employees, his past meets the present and puts his strength to test once again. Will it also be the last time?

Zayn is depressed and tries to hide it. But what will happen if someone finds out his secret? Will he make it worse, or just better? or the one where Zayn cuts himself and Liam finds out and wants to help him, but that's more difficult than he thought... contains: self-harm, slight mention/thoughts of an eating disorder, boyxboy, curse words, anti-LGBTQ+ thoughts if you don't like any of these, please don't read! #5 - ziam (07-04-2020) #1 - ziam (17-06-2020) #304 - larrystylinson (17-09-2020) #396 - zaynmalik (17-09-2020) #857- onedirection (17-09-2020)