✺ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃, hotd oneshots.

i told you so, jacaerys velaryon.

✺ "I WAS A GIRL GULPING A WOMAN'S GUILT."

♫ margaret by lana del ray

JACAERYS VELARYON X Y/N TARGARYEN

SUMMARY: jacaerys helps tend to y/n after the battle of rooks rest despite being upset at them.

TROPES: jace is upset at y/n, rhaenys' death, comforting, 'who did this to you', angst and then fluff, mentions of death and murder, survivors guilt, mentions of being BURNT ALIVE

AUTHORS NOTE: y/n is daemon and laena's oldest child and the heir to the driftmark throne. im also making up a dragon for them; gaelithox, the brother of melys. theyre the same exact size and whatnot.
this'll most likely be the dragon i use for all future fics :)

WORD COUNT: 3683

Jacaerys can only describe the emotion coursing through him at that moment as anger.

His fist tightens around the handle of his sword, his knuckles turning white. His chest burns and he can feel his hearing start to become muffled. All he wants to do is shout at anyone and everyone, no matter who it was. Even if it was his mother- the Queen- then so be it.

But he can feel a pit opening within him- dark and deep- and he knows it's more than just anger. He feels dread. It creeps within his veins like a disease, cold and relentless, tightening in his heart with every passing second.

He feels the dread the most when he looks up at Y/N. Even from across the hall, he's sure they can see the hot tears welling up in his eyes.

But they don't. They refuse to look Jacaerys in the eyes. He can feel their shame from across the hall- the shame of volunteering to flying off into a battle they will likely not return from without so much as a second thought.

"It is settled." Rhaenyra declares, her voice resolute, "Rhaenys and Melys will fly to Rooks Rest and Y/N and Gaelithox will accompany them."

"You must send me as well." Jace demands. His voice trembles as he speaks, but his expression is stoic.