UGLY ✔

33: Lypophrenia

Lypophrenia- a vague feeling of sadness seemingly without any cause.

"Do not lose hope, nor be sad,"- Al- Qu'ran (3:139)

Kiara's POV:

My fingers worked on the keyboard mindlessly on a ferocious speed. They were numb but didn't falter in their well practiced rythm, as if they were on autopilot.

My body hurt like a bitch.

I had been working relentlessly for hours.

I sighed as I clicked the 'send' button. The screen lit up along with an annoying 'ting' sound- which confirmed me the delivery of the mail.

The last one for the time being.

I stretched out my hands and twisted my head a couple of times, the process released the stress that was buried deep within effectively.

I glanced out of the huge glass that gave me a brief but well peripheralated view of the NY City, the small buildings that surrounded the huge edifice I was sitting in, screamed of my power, strength.

It let me know constantly that the flow of the tide waved at the direction I pointed my fingers at.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

It's been a week.

A week since that fateful night.

A week since my daydream.

No scratch that.

Nightdream would be the accurate term.

And boy, what a dream it was!

That dream alone caused me to experience heaven, hell and earth- in a manner that made me scream "Lord of the sky! Do not wake me up!"

Internally of course, I wouldn't say that loudly.

It would be against my unperturbed persona if I said that.

My mind drifted off to the previous week.

The boisterous light kissed my eyelids as I was forced to be awakened from my peaceful slumber. My head pounded furiously. I squinted and groaned, annoyed by the pretentious object.

Well, light is technically an energy, that flows in a wave, electromagnetic at that- it also has photons which are massless-

I groaned again.

Why the hell was I thinking about the compositions of the light?

What was wrong with me?

I needed Advils and a good minute or two to figure out what the frack happened the previous night.....

I closed my eyes and reached out for the curtain remote, drawing the sunshield.

I was dancing.....

I was wasted, definitely wasted.

And......

Everything was so blurry.

I sighed and took in my surroundings. I was in my bed, the sheets, vases, my teddy bear- Mr. Fluffy, my hello Kitty pajamas that I had forgotten to wash for a month, everything was there.

But wait.....

I glanced under my sheets.

I was naked.

My eyes grew wider than saucers and I screamed.

Nkmshsgdjhdhhddb!

DID I LOSE MY VIRGINITY?!